RockstaR

oh i still have you

how useless

come back

okay. i guess ill try this tumblr stuff again

this is what it takes

things happen. I’ve got the scars to prove it. I’ve moved on nearly killed myself to do it. but I’m happy now this smile sewn on tight. and I know in the morning you’ll still be on my mind.

to many

websites to keep myself updated on. how can i have a life+facebook+twitter+tumblr+myspace????????

im back

took some time away. but im back, hello tumblr

its my birthday

im 18. good for me

In Modern Moderation

You weren’t ready for what I am

The rush of us swept our emotions

And blinded my senses feeling

Incoherent I wondered to the frame   

And leapt off this portrait of what we used to be

Melt with the burning world around you

Your colures faded long before

And we all know what your like,

Helpless fiend and desperate addict

To the uncontrollable erg to be involved

Oh how you use to be one of us

Moving for the moment living through sober eyes

Yet somehow your illusions spread back

Like an incurable infection

Your potions become poison to me now    

I cant forged myself to be anything other then what I am

Will you run at first chance

Searching for younger days

Pretend as long as you want

Reality wont wait for you

Ill hate to see how you turn out in the end

These are the things in which we love

And its killing us from the inside

Take a few steps back and you will fall

You’ve got your head in the clouds

And you cant do this on your own

My empty sights are bright now

and maybe im better off

I didn’t want to be here without you

We both can see how hard this is pulling

Just think about how life could be

Saying goodbye to heart ache

School doesn’t teach you emotion

So what’s driving you now

Your nothing but lifeless

A still painting on a hazy canvas 

What a violent mistake you’ve made

You’re just another mistake incapable of making it through rainy days.

                             -jsciacca